It's been awhile since i've been here. I am not sure if i've got much to say though but i'll blog now since i feel it. Funny thing, i was here in March while i was in the Big Apple but i deleted my post because let's just say things got a little.. stupid.
Plus, i've been an emotional wreck lately. Why? I have no bugging idea.
Anyway, life now i must say is pretty fulfilling. Maybe except for the part that i've been slacking waay too much and i've gotta really start studying for my exams but other than that, well, i am happy.
Along the past month or so, i learnt a little more about myself. A little more about life. A little more about my God-given presence. Ah, September was really really a pms-ing bitch. But nevermind, like they say, "what hurts you only makes you stronger." and i stand to testify that as the truth. And i am glad that whatever happened, happened.
I've grown to be more inspired by more things now. I guess i've never been a person to sit down at the study table, having my books turned opened. I know myself more as a person that would take a 6hour walk on a pretty beach just taking photo's and enjoying my time. At that part of my life, i guess i have been a let down to my parents. Its in the asian blood, i presume. Education always comes first. Not to say i don't put my education priority, i guess there are more things to life than straight A's. I have average grades. except for my chinese paper. oh the irony. I don't see whats so bad about doing more than just getting straight A's. Yes, i may be called being a, how do you say, selfish, naive, dumb teenager for sounding like i couldn't give a hoot about my studies but then again, i did say that my grade's are average. I might not be happy with them all the time but, i move on.
So many things that i want to do, so many places that i want to be. So many moments i still wanna capture. Ah life.
I am praying that life will continue to be a blessing for me. As i know, being brought up in a Christian family, i have God to thank for that and i am grateful. As the year passed, i grew more distant from His ways but i wanna go back. Not to mention the continuous support from my family, boyfriend, friends and certain relatives. I am pretty sure i can make something out of this.
Hopefully, i'll be here again soon. and the studying begins. 7th of December- end chaper.
Hello, new life.
"Happiness cannot be bought with money. Happiness is found within the soul."
Tuning into: Five For Fighting- Superman
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